Hamlet's Undying Love

Oh Father, I don't know what to do, you want me to focus so much on revenging your death and to leave my mother out of it but, I can't ,I love her so much and cannot believe that she would marry so quickly after your death. She didn't need Claudius, I was man enough to take care of her for the rest of her life. I just need to talk to her or do something. My plan of acting mad is working, but sometimes I think I forget that I am acting and become lost in my thoughts that I am almost going crazy... I love my mother as much or even as more than I do Ophelia. I know what I shall do I shall ask mother to not sleep with Claudius tell her all that has happened about your death and how her poured the poison into your ear during your slumber. She just has to believe me. Better yet maybe if I ask her...for your sake at least to go a nunnery... maybe she will listen to me. I am of her flesh...yes I will arrange to meet her in private.